Things I Wish You Wouldn’t Take For Granted
Having MS, for me, has meant alot of change in my life, all mostly for the bad. Change I have no control over whatsoever, which has also lead me to realise all the things I took for granted before all...
View ArticleMS Is For Life, Not Just For Christmas!
Today I stared my steroid treatment for my recent and ongoing relapse. Today made me remember that Multiple Sclerosis is a lifelong thing, I will never get better and it is never going to go away....
View ArticleAt My Wits End
So after last week I am back. Now I would love to say ‘I feel fine’ however this has simply become something I am accustomed to saying. Truth is I ache and I feel hideous, sleepy and dizzy and like I...
View ArticleMultiple Sclerosis 3
Dear MS, It has been a while since we last spoke, I felt now might be the time to tell you, I am going to fight back. The last time you attacked reminded me of just how much of a cruel bastard you are....
View ArticleFailure, The Story Of My Life
I tried not to push myself too far however I seem to have failed, story of my life… I was just sat on the toilet, getting the old panty liner in place, yes, what a lovely over sharing moment, I started...
View ArticleI Am Simply A Selfish Bitch
Its Christmas sodding eve and I woke up exhausted. Yesterday, was odd, I felt like a stranger in my own body. My mood and mind had lifted but my body was still in pain, it was such an odd experience...
View ArticleI Have Been Harbouring A Secret….
Okay so for the last couple of weeks or so,I have been hiding a secret. I only told Hubby like two days ago, I am just so confused… I am pregnant. HA Joke! Had you going there didn’t I?! My real...
View ArticleIs There Anyone Out There?!
Today was my appointment with my Neurologist. He was running an hour late, which in crazy mind land is fine, we know there worth so we wait.Had it of been at the GP’s I would have been first to...
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Things That Make Me Go Awwww…
Do you know what I hate? I hate looking back, yes I know ‘what a horrible thing to say, however do I live with myself?’ Well before you gallop away, jump off your high horse, pull up a bale and...
View ArticleDark, Down And Disorientated.
Midweek and it seems like my uplifted days are slowly coming to an end. I am starting to feel down again, not something I really wanted to feel again for a while. After a rather strange week so far, I...
View ArticleI Am Just Not Sure?
Last week I had my blood test, to see if I have this JC virus. All this waiting makes me so unsure as to what I want for the future. Do I want to be on tysabri? Why don’t I try the others first? I...
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A Lucky Week…
So this week has been a good one, yes I said it, you heard me, good. I can’t say I am too familiar with this word, this and luck are unbeknown to me normally. However this week I got some good (I said...
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Relapsing and Totally NOT Coping.
This storm has been rumbling around for a while. Now it has finally hit me, like before and I don’t know where to turn or what to do. I feel like I am living in a body that is slowly dying. Although I...
View ArticlePreparing To Fail
So this week has been all about next week, oddly enough having something as simple as IV steroids needs alot of prep. I have had my wee dipped, after having this done countless times my bladder seems...
View ArticleBecause Holding On Is Frightening
I am sat in the midst of a relapse, wondering what I can do to make things better. What can I do to be better? What can I do to stay better? Nothing. I just have to sit and ride it out. I have to take...
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